Toughest thing i have and will go through in my entire life

[WildKat]

Originally Posted by Trossi3389

You guys have no idea what you've already done for me.. ( read all your post's / emails many times ) you have picked me up off the floor and put me on one knee... knew i could count on ya's and in hopes to repay each and everyone of you in some way down the road.

it cemented my focus... THANK YOU !!

I knew that "fanny pack" would be the motivater!

[Steel]

Originally Posted by Trossi3389

You guys have no idea what you've already done for me.. ( read all your post's / emails many times ) you have picked me up off the floor and put me on one knee... knew i could count on ya's and in hopes to repay each and everyone of you in some way down the road.

it cemented my focus... THANK YOU !!

You owe us only one thing, your health and happiness. We got your back Trossi.

[HoosierDaddy23]

suboxone.

[be47320]

Best wishes man, you'll beat it.

[truegrinder]

good luck trossi! Take every day as the milestone and live every day to the fullest. Remember that it is never an easy road and to just take it one day at a time! Thoughts and prayers for you dude. Nobody is perfect man!

[Trossi3389]

Originally Posted by HoosierDaddy23

suboxone.

Bro as i said.. i did 2 weeks straight of research ( while i was 100% possessed by evil ) i wrote down any & every tool that might help me during every single stage i knew i had to deal with ( mostly mental ).. were talking stages of baby steps... it's a freaking book.

Just got back from another meeting.. "what a powerful tool" !! but my seconds change by the second and i have to be aware of every tool in my arsenal to keep plugging.. i don't want to get addicted to a certain tool forcing me to use it.. theres others i wrote down that might help better for the very moment i'm in... but i'm assuming the "meetings" will be one of my most used weapons.

i guess i can post out the steps i came up with during my last two weeks of my use.. and anything new / or enlightened i ran across to this point of my journey... my road is young but it will help keep my mind focused.. it's going to blow your guys minds !! lol

it will be in multiple posts i'm sure..

and thanks to the rest of you for your recent posts.. it means a ton guys !!

[RanPicks]

Stay strong Trossi. We're all proud of you for taking this first step... Just keep striding ... Kee striding.

[walk066]

Just saw this post Trossi. I've seen many friends go through this and you are no different. Cherish everyday and be happy that you are not just another statistic.

Best of luck and focus on the important things in life like....... Cappersmall Baseball Fantasy 1!!

GL.

[Earl]

You will make it through this bro. I was a cocaine addict for a long time. I know what it is like to be a an addict. Not many people can admitt it though. You did and that is the first step. You will get through it


100% Felt

[Trossi3389]

Originally Posted by RanPicks

Stay strong Trossi. We're all proud of you for taking this first step... Just keep striding ... Kee striding.

Originally Posted by walk066

Just saw this post Trossi. I've seen many friends go through this and you are no different. Cherish everyday and be happy that you are not just another statistic.

Best of luck and focus on the important things in life like....... Cappersmall Baseball Fantasy 1!!

GL.

Originally Posted by Earl

You will make it through this bro. I was a cocaine addict for a long time. I know what it is like to be a an addict. Not many people can admitt it though. You did and that is the first step. You will get through it


100% Felt

Originally Posted by be47320

Best wishes man, you'll beat it.

Originally Posted by ThaBusdriver

Stay strong, and beleive in yourself trossi! Stay busy and productive, and i hope you have a strong core of friends and family to fall back on when shit gets tough. Don't give up man, you'll be in my prayers.

Originally Posted by secondbase

we are with you trossi but your journey is already off to the best start it could be, by taking care of yourself.
keep up the good work

Thank you guys.. today seemed like a breeze but tonight has been a little rough. actually saturday nights will probably be an issue with me for awhile.

[xxxFTWxxx]

glad to hear you have gotten some clean time in and come to grips with your addiction.

i know first hand as well how tough it is, and commend you the powerful steps you have taken. keep it up man! they way you are doing it (cold turkey) is the best way.

the hard part is mostly mental (which sucks because we know how hard the physical part is). after a few weeks/months you start to "forget" what the drug is like, and sometimes can be used as an excuse to relapse.

its not easy but meetings are really really helpful, as is finding other things to do that takes up the time you used to use using. you will be overall happier once the shit is out of your system for good. best of luck again, do it for yourself and those that mean the most to you.

[ZIGGYSTARDUST]

GL T... May want to try to replace a bad addiction with a good addiction.. ie.. a workout program.. It helps the empty idle hours.. stay the course for those who care for you your family.. all the best.. been there...done that...

[Dr. Jack]

Be careful with suboxone. It's hard if not harder to get off. If you can do without go that route. If nothing else working try that.

When you are having a bad minute, hour, day - come on forum or text/call me or any of us. Let us get you through that time.

We all proud of you Dan

[mark12]

Originally Posted by Dr. Jack

Be careful with suboxone. It's hard if not harder to get off. If you can do without go that route. If nothing else working try that.

When you are having a bad minute, hour, day - come on forum or text/call me or any of us. Let us get you through that time.

We all proud of you Dan

Exactly right Jack. I am going back to court on custody issue because my little girls mom is mixing suboxone and soma to get a legal high. I think Jack is right. Avoid that stuff if you can.

Stay strong Trossi. You can do this.

[johnny1212]

I don't post these days often... I've been an addict of some kind for years... Been clean this last time about 16 months!!! Bro whatever you do keep yourself from getting the needle. Coming off is 50x harder!! Ever need to talk to another recovering addict get my info from Jack if you don't have it.

Gambling is a little bit of hidden addiction. Several on here probably have similar addictions and this post could help someone else. One day at a time... God Bless